thanks for making my life so beautiful. if its not for you, i wouldn't have realised how ignorant i was for not cherishing the people around me. i let you down, i made you tear, i even made you worry for me. you scolded me for being silly and you would confiscate my things. no matter how much you try, my heart doesn't seem to reciprocate. you almost walked out of my life. you was a perfect lover, a man who puts me in priority. i couldn't really imagine what would we become in future. i couldn't imagine that we could even become really good friends! a man who never fails to make me laugh, the silly things you did, your care and concern make me feel indebted to you. we could share our problems together and we could even talked about our past. aww blur sotong! thanks man! thanks for putting the past behind and still, being there for me every step of the way. on this special day, i wanna wish you a very fantastic 18th birthday! happy birthday my dear boy! i love you truckloads! <3